I Just Got Lost

I just got lost in my friend's blog life. It felt like reading her diary and for that I cannot share the link with you. I honestly don't remember whether she told me about her blog or not, but she did recently and more recently reminded me yet again.  If she told me about it before, I feel like an ass for not ever finding it, reading it, and telling her how much I enjoy it.  Because, she reads mine and she tells me how much she likes it.  So, this is for her - I have been lost in your blog, literally lost, I went back to 2007 with you and I had to tear myself away because I was you, I was lonely and scared and really disappointed in myself, but in the same way as you I had this really irritating voice repeatedly saying, "you're better than this."  I think we both give props to that voice through our blogs, however much we beat ourselves up. I think if you can't summon the courage to be better, at least give props to the voices that tell you that you are ... I went down the rabbit of hole, back to 2007, and I'm not sure if I knew you then, but if we are doppelgangers now, we always have been and I'm so grateful to have this dear, fragile, complicated, articulate, intelligent, brilliant, radiant woman as my friend.