Well. To say I'm disappointed is probably an understatement. I'm not going to participate in the Expo Festival. For several reasons, it's just not prudent. Is that the word? 1) I don't have the upstart money to fund it 2) I don't have the time or the discipline to complete all that I need to do. I don't want to look at it as another dream unrealized; it is simply not the route I need to take.
More so than it being a financial issue, it's a matter of bad timing. On a happy note, I'll be moving the weekend of the Expo. We found an amazing apartment just a few steps from our place of work. There are folks who are not happy with the situation, but I couldn't be more pleased and excited. I have no fears and I'm ready to face the music of a controversial decision. Tough stuff, folks. I am a grown woman. I could list the reasons of why this is a good decision, but it's probably none of your business. ...Not even sure why I'm writing about it here. I guess it's just on my mind.
The positive side of this is that I have a gazillion buttons ready for dishing out and I have a new goal to focus on - the Danville craft fair in September. By then I can purchase my own supplies and get a lot of stuff completed. And I'll be living with my soul mate and proving my point that we are meant to be together despite the shit that life has dealt us.
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