I'm finding myself learning a lot lately. Learning a lot about myself and how I deal with real life sans crutches. I am learning to walk without leaning on what could never really support me and learning to lean not on my own understanding, but that of others, specifically my partner's, my loved one's, my friend's, and my own new revelations. Does that make sense?
By leaps and bounds, there will be changes in 2013 - starting now - in the midst of the fall and in the midst of it all whether it be good, bad, or ugly. And boy have I been ugly in my disposition, disappointment, dissatisfaction, discontentment, and disillusions.
I try really hard. But I am learning that I haven't tried in real ways in a long, long time. So, here's to jumping at the chance to be involved - big, bold jumps like being a troop leader and leading art projects at school and selling pottery and spending weekends alone.
Redefining the norm in my head.
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