Never Satisfied.

Sometimes I worry that I'm going to change, that I'm going to do something or a series of somethings that radically changes who I am. However, I find myself constantly striving to change one aspect or another of myself. I worry needlessly. I occupy my time with wishing that I was doing something different or being another way. Today I'm making lists again. I guess I'll never change.

I have never ever been so productive or accomplished so much as I did this weekend. I know within my bones that it is because now I have a partner, an extension of myself, and we are a remarkable team. Oh God how I needed this in my life.

Even still, there's a sense of not being content. There's always more to do. There's always something else on the list. I suppose that's what will keep me going. I suppose it is good to strive for perfection so long as it doesn't drag you down.

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Boy Oh Boy.

I'm giving the craft fair world a second chance. I was anxious about being accepted and thrilled when I was chosen, but what an ego boost when I looked at the participants! They're fantastic and I'm excited to be involved. http://craftysupermarket.wordpress.com/2009-vendors/

In other news, we're moving in November!

Hello, Fall.

(Curse you, date/time stamp!)

My apologies to those that I love who have suffered the wrath of my delusional mood swings. When summer shows its butt and stinks up the place with long, hot, sweaty days, sometimes I just go mental. Ya dig?

But all that should be on its way out now. My friend Fall is here and she brought me a cold to come in with a bang, but she brought her usual bounty of pumpkins and leaves and wind and crisp sunshine and blue skies that are just different than regular blue skies.

I'm glad.

There's room in my life for more days like this.

Hello, Fall. I am glad you're back.