2007 was the worst year. I believe I've come round full circle. 2008 has hope. The hardest part had to be diagnosing my heartache. It stemmed not from failure or loss or abuse, but the lack of anything better to focus on. Priorities were out of place. Perspective jacked. It took some sorting. It was a process. I've tried not to look back. When my mind goes there I have to mentally change the channel in my brain. Like when I was little and my mind would shift to bad thoughts I would literally knock myself on the head and imagine changing channels. It worked. It still works. Sometimes we have to reprimand ourselves. I will celebrate the new year. I'm glad to shed this skin. I believe this is the first year I've felt a change is gonna come.
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